Sunday, February 06, 2005 @Sunday, February 06, 2005
Been very very sad......yesterday was like one of the worst days of my life......maybe not.....never knew that i would land myself in this position.....SORRY CLAUDIA FOR NOT TELLING U FIRST! ! !didn't really know how to tell u lah.....oso coz i don't want u to feel bad considering that u wanted us to figure out what we should do......but nontheless ur not to blame......
Well i'm going through a very rough patch right now.....don't really know how to cope but i know that there r people who will catch me if i were to fall n i'm very greatful to have friends like Claudia and Samuel......thankz for always being there for me n Claudia....thankz for being my best friend through all the rough times that we have faced together.....Don't really know how to thank both of u for doing so much for me......its really been a gr8 help.....
But right now, its up to me to figure out what i'm going to do with the rest of the yr......or at least the rest of my secondary school life....i've hurt many ppl throughout my life.....n hurting my best friend is not an option.....n neither is hurting my family members.....but right now.....if i have hurt Somone.....i'm sorry.....but i had to do what i had to do.....sorry to all the ppl that i've ever hurt throughout my whole life.....
Well......byez....take care.....ciao...adios