I've loved this for for like ever and I never really knew all the words to it. So today after watching the Glee version of the song, which I really love, I decided to look it up. And I think right now loads of my friends need to know that despite my own drama in my life, you are the people who make things better and like the song say, "If this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear, you call me up, Because you know I'll be there". And I will be there despite everything in this world. Know that I am always going to be your constant friend. I won't leave your side and you can count on me. :)

Cause

Well not really that, but still..My life would suck without you all. Haha :D

If I feel this way when she left, how bad will it be for me when I decide to leave? Gosh I'll be such a depressed kid in a new city. Haha.

I guess Bev's leaving coupled with how everyone else has been feeling has made me feel like kinda a rotten friend. Despite what people say, I still think I'm a pretty horrid friend. Especially of late, since I've been dealing with whatever issues I have and just neglecting everyone else. Its just not fair to them.

I've always been eager to see how things end, even before they begin. I guess sometimes its a good thing to want to know, but sometimes it just makes things that much more difficult. I don't take the time to stop and feel as much as I should, though I think that I already feel more than enough with the little bit I allow myself.

My mind is a fair mess right now. I've so many things I want to say to so many people but I can't and won't because of how much it might hurt them. And they all just sit and fester within while I try and be as normal as possible.