Saturday, March 11, 2006 @Saturday, March 11, 2006
How much can someone hurt you.....Before you retaliate? You try to think that everything is ok....You always act like as if nothing is wrong...But you never see that what you do to me is killing me inside. The tiniest of things can be taken the wrong way and can be misinterpreted....And when that happens, you hurt me without knowing it. The words that leave your mouth when you talk to me at times hurts me more than you will ever be able to imagine.
The lies that you spout can hurt anyone and everyone. But you just don't realise. Everytime I see you my heart just sinks coz I know that i'll never be with you. I know that deep down your heart belongs to someone else. I feel my heart breaking everytime I see your smile, everytime I hear you voice and everytime I feel you near. Everytime you enter my mind...Its like as if I'm being stabbed repeatedly.
How can you hurt me so much and not know it. How blind can you possibly be?? How can I be hurt by you so much...But yet not bring myself to wipe you out of my life??Why do I put myself though all this pain and misery just to be around you and to hurt myslef constantly.
Maybe one day you'll see that I really love you...No matter how much you've put me though. Or maybe i'll just die trying...