Wednesday, December 06, 2006 @Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Why say everything you said...And do this to me? It hurts more than you not talking to me. Why bother saying that you love me if you know that you'll end up doing this to me? Maybe I should have listened to my parents. My mum is right. I give my heart away too easily.
I gave you my heart and you did this. I guess that you don't realise that you've hurt me the most out of everyone else. And still I forgave you. But I don't know how to now. A year and about 9/10 months ago, I felt this very same way. Except that its more painful now.
Maybe I should have just killed myself yesterday when I had the chance to.
But I still love you.