Tuesday, February 20, 2007 @Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Am I so foolish to be able to move on so soon? Is this feeling that I have within me a passing one to help me get over you or is it something that will last? I don't want to hurt anyone. Not now, not ever. But I know that it may be impossible for me to do so. Somehow I feel so lost. Like I'm neither here nor there. And I don't want to rush into anything because there are much more important things for me to concentrate on right now.
Yes, love is important, but so are my exams. I know it may sound stupid, but love can wait for the time being. The most important thing is my O levels. After that, I don't mind playing a fool for abt a year.
Shane, I really don't know if I'm over you or not. But you really don't have to worry about me. I'm much happier. Better than I've been in quite sometime, though, I feel like I'm losing you as a friend. We just seem to be drifting further and further apart. I hope that our friendship doesn't just end. Oh...And you really should worry more about yourself. You keep telling me that you're okay, but I just don't feel like you are. Hahaz...I don't know. Hahaz....
Andrew!! What is there to say about you?!?!? You've been great. You've been cheering me up all the time. And now you are down. I hope that you feel better soon. Can't wait to meet you! Hahaz...End of the year ok? Hahaz...At least its something to look forward to. And remember...I'll always be here for you. I'll always try my best to cheer you up! xoxo
JASON!! Cheer up ok? Now you've got a new friend....MY SISTER! Hahaz...Both of us along with Camille and Jon will cheer you up ok? And Meli and Feli too. Hahaz.