Thursday, April 23, 2009 @Thursday, April 23, 2009
I keep trying to be that friend for you.
You just keep brushing me aside.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know why I bother.
All I know is that despite what the hell you think,
I still do give a damn about you.
I thought that things would be easier by now.
It still hurts the same.
You still make me feel like I'm worth nothing.
You still make me feel like I'm a horrible friend.
You still make me feel like I'm doing everything wrong.
Where did I go so wrong?
What did I do that was so horrible?
Never in my life have I felt like nothing I did was right.
Never have I felt like I was a horrible friend.
It still hurts so much.
Nights like this especially.