Friday, February 05, 2010 @Friday, February 05, 2010
The endless possibilities of what could've been, what should have been, what will be.
I've always been eager to see how things end, even before they begin. I guess sometimes its a good thing to want to know, but sometimes it just makes things that much more difficult. I don't take the time to stop and feel as much as I should, though I think that I already feel more than enough with the little bit I allow myself.
My mind is a fair mess right now. I've so many things I want to say to so many people but I can't and won't because of how much it might hurt them. And they all just sit and fester within while I try and be as normal as possible.