Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I miss Beverly. I miss going AM crazy on her. I miss singing and just talking to her. Who would've guessed that I'd miss a friend so much, especially since I'm usually the one to just move on from a friendship first?
If I feel this way when she left, how bad will it be for me when I decide to leave? Gosh I'll be such a depressed kid in a new city. Haha.
I guess Bev's leaving coupled with how everyone else has been feeling has made me feel like kinda a rotten friend. Despite what people say, I still think I'm a pretty horrid friend. Especially of late, since I've been dealing with whatever issues I have and just neglecting everyone else. Its just not fair to them.