So I just came across this thing that I wrote ages ago for this guy that I used to reallly like...We don't talk anymore and it's quite sad cause we were really close and I used to turn to him all the time. But yea, I think this is most probably one of the better things I've written.

You say the words

I wonder if you mean it

I try my best to believe in them

I tell myself that you mean everything you say

But still deep down I wonder

How true are the things you tell me?

You’ve hurt me more than once

And every time I forgive

Who’s to say that I’ll stop that now?

But I know this heart of mine

Is tired and weary

It seeks the comfort and love that it deserves

I’ve gone so long

Standing by myself

Being there for everyone

And now I wonder if its all worth it

It hurts to suddenly realize that

All I’ve been to you was someone who will never leave

I like being a constant,

But at what cost do I remain that constant

There’s so much more that I want

That now it all seems so impossible

I wish I could hold you right now

And tell you that I love you

But I know that you’re so far away

And I don’t know what you feel

And even if I do,

I don’t know if it’s true

I love you with all my heart

Forever and a day

With each day this feeling grows

Isn’t that what love’s supposed to be?

I sit and think of the life we could have

A lifetime together

I see my life with you

Who do you see in your lifetime picture?