Thursday, June 23, 2011 @Thursday, June 23, 2011
You were definitely my last straw. I can't bring myself to care for people whom I know are just going to break my heart. I can't bring myself to love someone who will not love me. And right now, I don't think I can believe in someone loving me. It all would seem like its too good to be true, it'll feel like the rug would be pulled from under my feet in a matter of seconds, cause that's all it took for you to just run away.
And now even though I don't cry about it, even though I stopped talking about it....I can't forget it. I can't push away this heaviness. I can't even talk about it without feeling like a complete idiot for believing that you loved me or that it would've worked out.